Okay, it wasn't my first comment. It was the first comment I had to moderate.
Sorry, sir, but profane, irrelevant commentary isn't allowed. However, feel free to read up and maybe take a look at some of the other blogs to which I've linked. Based on the posts on your blog, I suspect you really need another purpose and another guide. I'd suggest Christ. He's the only way. God bless you.
Oh, but feel free to leave relevant comments. If they aren't too crude, I might leave them. Fewer (like no) f-bombs would help.